We've got a rare free weekend ahead of us thanks to the internationals.

I'll have a browse through all the games and I really want the home nations to do well, Scotland especially because they are on a good run.

England are still in with a chance but Ireland have probably missed out.

Wales are in Cyprus on Saturday and then San Marino on Wednesday but I think them and me are on opposite sides of the world.

It is disappointing when you see players getting called up, especially when I have played the last 60 games for Swindon.

I've had a half decent 18 months but I have got to accept my Wales career is over before it has started.

I have just got to keep playing well for Swindon, everyone knows I owe them a lot and they are my main concern.

So instead, I'm going to watch my son Ethan play for Rumley U8 in Cardiff. We don't get many Saturday's off and he has been begging me to go and see him.

He's got about 11 goals so far this season so doing really well - a load more goals than me.

I've been disappointed not to score one or two more and my form has been up and down because I am still carrying a little niggle in my knee.

But having said that we've got nine in our last two home games, after the 5-0 win over Gillingham on Saturday, and there are not many teams who have done that.

The disappointment comes after the 3-1 Johnstone's Paint Trophy defeat to Cheltenham at the County Ground on Tuesday.

Ben Tozer scored an unfortunate own goal but he is a real prospect and can't be judged because of it.

The fact was we didn't start playing until we were 2-0 down and there were some harsh words said at half time.

The fans were obviously not happy with not just the performance but the situation off the field as well.

We could hear their chants about sacking the board and the takeover and they have every right to have their own opinion.

The situation is not healthy but it is the predicament we are in and all we, as players, can do is hope that it is sorted out.

We are in a good position in the league and it is our job to attract the attention onto the pitch with our performances.